You have heard the phrase “Time heals all wounds.”
But the phrase is better known in this famous quote:
“It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens, but it is never gone.”Rose Kennedy
When we think of time and grief a few things need to be appreciated.
- There is no correct amount of time where you are supposed to grieve.
- Time does not make grief go away. It makes it softer. I have heard of the analogy of the stone in the pocket. Or the ball in the box. Glitter in the air. Grief is a heavy book on a shelf. Find what imagery resonates best with you and you understand. If you have love for someone gone your love doesn’t go away, so your grief stays with you. And you have to continue on.
- Milestones of time are hard with grief. One week, one month, one year, five, ten…as time goes by we continue to live but the milestones- the anniversary of a birthday, wedding date, day of passing, these days remind us of the loss of the loved one. The fact they are not here in continuing with us. We remember the good memories but can feel the pull of guilt that they are not here and we could have done something different, maybe said something and that person would still be here. The mind thinks of clues that hindsight puts out as opportunities missed.
For me it is not Nolan’s day of passing that is any harder than the 364 other days. It is the weeks leading up to his death anniversary that pull me back to my painful memories. Those memories, those moments that I do not want to relive and remember.
I would rather like to remember the good memories, the happy ones I have of him.
One thought on “Time after time”
Hard times will always be in our hearts and minds. Our loved ones would want us to be happy and live life but it’s hard to do those things without them. It’s like that someone should be here enjoying this with me. The 1st, 2nds and 3rds, etc are always going to be hard the scar tissue masks the hurt a little more each year. Sending love and hugs to you
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